lilianloh(:

Tuesday, August 11, 2009,2:18 AM

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

i'm sorry
i miss you.

Labels: emo, song

Monday, June 29, 2009,11:56 PM

stewpid EOS3

it's amazing when 2 strangers become the best of friends but
it's the saddest thing when the best of friends become 2 strangers.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009,3:02 PM

to KKB! hee

of to 5 days of NO internet connection!!

and aircon

T_T

Labels: uni

Tuesday, May 12, 2009,9:30 PM

thisismyidea

I see him smiling and my knees start buckling
I see inside him and my doubts are gone

Labels: song

Friday, April 10, 2009,6:59 PM

quote

it heals, but it always gets broken again.

stupid

Labels: random

Thursday, April 9, 2009,3:35 PM

Summative Results

steek said alot of people failed.

gulp

even shuyee's not happy with her results

gulp

T_______________T

(going to get mine in half an hour)

Labels: exam, random

Thursday, March 19, 2009,6:02 AM

Nick Vujicic

I know this has been around for a while, but yea, it's still awesome.

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Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them.

Hahah and yet you did.
And supposedly I did too, even though I'm not sure HOW.

Took me a while to write this.
Few years to be exact i guess.

Unrelatedly though,
People ALWAYS judge. It took me a while to really get it.
But yes, people will always judge. Regardless of who you are, what you do.
You're no exception to it.
No one is exempted from it.

Of course, I do too.
But I don't think I do it as much as you. And I never did it to you.
Never intentionally la, that is.
Yes you know who you are.
I mean, how can you keep doing it everyday?
Seriously, not tiring meh.
Not sien wan meh.
Freaking move on lar.
You're hot, you're young (blabla).. like seriously!

ok yes i should stop using seriously.
and fine it's none of my business anyway.

So yes i've given up trying or hoping.
Because i JUST (about 2 hours ago, yes it took me THIS long har har) realised it's hopeless.
Hopeless to think that it'll just somehow things will go back to the way they were.
Till today i still dunno what i've done. -_____-" (someone gently enlighten me)

But it's all okay now. Well it's getting better.
Thanks to you guys (you especially because I loved you the most of all) I've learned.
I've learned who my real friends are.
I've also learned to guard my heart. Because to be hurt once again like what you guys did to me would be just shit. And stupid on my part to even let someone do it again.

Unfortunately I still care about you. But I can't anymore?
Cause it never fails to make me sad when you backstab/frontstab (take your pick) me.
And honestly I CAN'T wait for the day I stop caring.

(people always say, just ignore them la. they're not your friends why should you be theirs, but honestly it's not THAT simple. really)

So I'll try to start now :D
From now onwards, when you get slandered, or bitched about, or anything. I'll stop defending you. I don't even know why I used to in the first place. Probably cause we used to be friends. And probably I used to think you weren't doing it to me as well.

So yes, call me whatever you want to call me. I don't care anymore.
(:

To others though.
I just wanna say, learn not to care SO much about someone that's close to you. Because somehow in the end, they will hurt you.

ps: woooo.took me.2hours.haha.goodnightbyebye:D

pps/pss: TATREN. IT'S NOT MUTATE. IT'S MUTILATING!!!! :DD

Labels: emo, friends, rant, video

Wednesday, March 18, 2009,1:25 AM

i is anonymous. wee

ahahahahhahahahaha

hahahahhahahahah

hahahhaa omg hahahahahah.

:D

funny. (: (: (:
love you all.

ps: who is the Oooooohhhhhh LOL miss lionel so much ke? (:

Labels: funny

Wednesday, March 11, 2009,9:53 PM

35 hours

sometimes it's frustrating? trying to convince others that i'm really not prepared for exam when i dunno why for what reason they think that i really am super prepared ):

haha, but come to think about it i dunno wat else they can say also la /:

eeks.summative.

good luck ME/DT108 (:

Labels: random

Wednesday, February 18, 2009,7:15 PM

i miss you

to you that

-would skip class with me cause we'll wake up 5 mins before class started
or just because we didn't feel like it
or just because we were lazy

-would have cravings for mcD's the same time i did

-knows what pizza toppings i love.

-i can talk to.

i miss youuu
please talk to all of us again. ):

Labels: uni

Thursday, February 5, 2009,4:41 AM

Tan Hong Ming

Labels: video

Sunday, February 1, 2009,6:37 PM

cny so far

woot.february.

haha.

i'm really trying to not care la.

fmchknn.

off to weiphin's house! wee.

Labels: random

Monday, January 26, 2009,1:44 AM

happy chinese new year :P

HAPPY

CHINESE

NEW

YEAR

(:

Labels: cny

Sunday, January 25, 2009,3:59 AM

FRIIDAYYYY <3

started off super sleepily with PBL. that i didn't really prepare for. only like 2hours the night before, after coming back from mamak after clubbing.

speaking of PBL group,
pictures from clinic visit:

okay fine.picture from clinic visit.
oh oh and meet the guard from the clinic

creator of am-bintang and penyakit palang.
fu-lao-eh.

after that, lecture

THENNN TABOOOOOOOOOOOO.
damn awesome session. :D

why?

lol. the guy look so hamsap.

haha.SLUT.

reason:

instance #1
first time i got to use dota to play taboo. (cause ashwin was in my team...)

Ash: okok LILIAN!! the thing that soulkeeper can do!
Me: er er. swap life!
Ash: No!
Me: create illusion!
Ash: ya ya! naga siren also can do one!!
Me: shadow! image!
Ash: YES!!
Me: oh oh! mirror image!!
Ash: woohoo!

everyone else playing: =.=!

got another one i forgot already...

instance #2
Ash: (sings really off tune-i actually didn't know he was singing) In the......
group: HUH?!?!
Ash: oh hot damn, this is my jam
group: AYER!!
Ash: YES!!! ok ok second word, just now murresh used to describe gravel!
group: (blablablalblala) rock!

answer: Ayer's Rock.

got another one also but i forgot already...
OR there was another time i was playing at home with wen.

instance #3
Me: okok wen, to say that reza is handsome would be giving him a...
Wen: FALSE HOPE!!!!!!!
Me: (really stunned for about 5 seconds before starting to laugh like a gilababi with gan)
Reza: -____-

answer: compliment.

we can play pictionary next time :P

for dinner had Korean BBQ Steamboat (i think) at Taman Desa.

Then went to BarClub for Hansern's 20th birthdayy.

birthday boy
yes i look damn gone d i know. (:

girls

(part of the) guys-after drinks

lionel's traditional picture with girls

with aliciaaaa.

lol.

woohoo.

sern, grace.

haha
like small kids.
except for the cigarrete la. :P

when we were still sober.

errr...not so sober?

camwhore!

haha ren kept forcing grace to drink -__-"
(and she CAN drink ok)

and AGAIN.

loves.

guy love.

with ren towards the end.

he kept coming and...
"eh i tell you a secret, i'm daaaaayyyyyymmmmmmmmmmm drunk......."

us: mmhmm, can see can see.

then, went to jamal.
on the way there,

ahhahaahha.

awww. lol sho sweet.

it was quite fun la.

JUNEEEEEEEEEEEEE we missed you ):

Labels: barclub, birthday, club, uni

Friday, January 23, 2009,3:19 AM

Loft KL

went to Loft KL for cecilia farewell's after party..

blardy entry damn strict lor. i had to lie and say forgot to bring IC. and begged. to go in.stupid.

4 girls go in together get one bottle of champagne free. quite nice also la the champagne.
so total we had 2 bottles of champagne and 2 bottles of black label. i think.

sparkleh champagne.

it was okay la. starting music was quite bad. ok fine it was actually quite bad till the 4 of us (me cecilia jade rachel) left to go "club-hopping" - considering that it was Ladies Night everywhere and we could get in for free. (:

after leaving Loft, we went to Bar Club.
wtf.

it was seriously completely empty (except for this table with like 8 ppl la but really lor other than us there was no one else in the club)
so yep. Ladies Night in Bar Club. damn empty. but the music was good!! really!!
and girls got free drinks (:

with some ice blended cherry alcoholic thing.
i likeey the cherry.
cecilia gave me hers. wee :D

ANNDD since it was so frigging empty, we also got a free Flaming Lamborghini

hee.

bartender making the Flaming Lamborghini

after that, left barclub, headed over to Maisons. at least there were more people here la...but it was still quite empty :/

tak biasa la.

tonight Hansern's bday at barclub again. blekh.

Labels: barclub, club, farewell, loft, maison, uni